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The call

Me: "You fancy staying out at Nanny's tonight?"
Him: "Yeah!"

Y-e-s-s!!! Adult time here I come.....

Hours later......

Text: He wants to come home.

Ah crap. Quick phone call.... Child starts crying.... He misses me...oh.... I'm not near home, try to persuade him to be brave, stay with Nanny, I'll see him early in the morning...... Nope.

Back home... He's asleep upon arrival.... He wakes....he's cross with me! How dare I go out without him?

This child is going to have to get used to Mummy going out.... She's had a taste being "Tatty" again and not "Mummy".... And she'll be doing it again really soon!

I love you with all my heart son, but I have to love myself too.




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